Friday, November 20, 2009

A Bishop in Prison

On the 12th of November, the Universal Church celebrates St. Josaphat, a Bishop who was murdered because of his Faithfulness to Peter. On the 13th of November, our Passionist Family celebrates another Bishop, who ended up in prison in the Communist regime after a mock trial then was condemned to death. He was declared Blessed by Pope John Paul II. I knew the postulator of the cause when I was a young student. He was a passionist from Bulgaria. He since passed on. The following is copied from the blog, "In the Shadow of His Wings". I dedicate this post to Father Gordon MacRae, to all the priests and sisters across the world who are either in prison, have been unjustly accused, to all our brothers and sisters in the Faith who have been martyred.

“I just can’t explain what’s going on inside me; it’s affecting my nerves, most of all because I must keep silent and keep up a strong front so that the others don’t lose courage. There’s no way of knowing how it’s all going to end… We’re being followed more than ever and I can’t take a step without my ‘guardian angel’ always at my heels. What a feeling! What a hell of a life! Where will it all lead?…

“I’m counting on your prayers and if it comes to the worst, let it come! I have the courage to live, I hope to have the courage to suffer the worst, remaining ever faithful to Christ, the Pope and the Church! Meanwhile, pray always, jugiter (continuously)!… Thank them (the religious community in Holland) for their many prayers. Be sure to thank them and ask them to continue to pray.”

Thus wrote Bl. Bishop Eugene Bossilkov, C.P.to his Provincial in Holland in February 1949. This heroic statement gives us insight into Bl. Eugene’s humanity and the path God took him on to be divinized into Christ Crucified.

This Friday, Novemeber 13, we celebrate the life and death of our Passionist Bishop - Blessed Eugene Bossilkov, C.P. His life and times are not far removed from ours, having lived from 1900 - 1952. May this heroic man who is now experiencing the resurrection pray for us!

The following is a moving testimony given by his niece Sr. Gabriella Bossilkov

My legal name is Rafaela. I’m the daughter of Athanasius Bossilkov, brother of the bishop. I always remember my uncle with great emotion and gratitude, because my life was so bound to his. When I thought that the Lord was calling me to the religious life, I spoke to my uncle Eugene, to ask his advice. He was then pastor of Bardarski Gheran. On the 18th of December, 1940, I entered the sisterhood in Sophia.

I saw my uncle frequently in the Oriental Institute. September 19, 1944, Russian troops occupied Bulgaria and I went to my home, to Belene. Again I saw my uncle. October 7, 1947 he was ordained a bishop, in Russe.

What was your uncle, the bishop, like during those difficult years?He was a learned man. I don’t know how many languages he spoke. He was very clear about the intentions of the communists in Bulgaria: they wanted to entice the priests and bishops to separate the Bulgarian Catholic Church from Rome.

Did they offer him anything? They promised him a car, a chalet, a lot of money. My uncle always turned them down.

Do you remember how he was arrested? Sister Celina and I were working for a few days on the property that Monsignor Galloni had bought, outside Sophia. My uncle came there in the summer, to rest for a few weeks. When he came in the summer of 1952, he said that in Plovdiv, the diocese with the largest number of Catholics, many priests were arrested.

In the beginning of July two agents of the secret police arrived and searched the house, but did not arrest him. July 16th, at 7 A.M., seven agents came. They came to the window of his room. He invited them in and called us two sisters. A policeman told us: “You two sit here and wait.”

Meanwhile, three policemen searched the house, which was on one floor and had no electricity, from top to bottom. They searched for three hours. They were looking for guns, a radio-transmitter, propaganda. They looked everywhere, even the sacristy, and showed no respect for the consecrated Hosts there. At 9 AM they told my uncle he was arrested.

What did you do then? From July 16th to September 29th we had no news of him. The evening before the trial, they told us we should bring him something to eat in the middle of the day while the trial was going on.

And what do you recall from those days? The sessions (mock trials) took place in the morning and afternoon, open sessions. Sister Cecilia and I went every day. Three Assumptionist priests were tried with my uncle. The trial lasted until October 3rd. They tried everything to have him break his ties with Rome. They accused him of being a spy for the Vatican and the capitalist countries. During the trial they tortured them in every way. They tried to have the four of them sign a statement against the Pope.

Were you able to meet your uncle and speak to him during the trial?Tuesday, September 29, we greeted one another in the room, from a distance. The four of them were very weak. My uncle saw us and waved a greeting. The next day, he met us in public, and thanked us for the food we brought, especially the coffee. Wednesday, at the end of the first session, they let us speak to him for 15 minutes. My uncle said: “What do the people think? Do they believe what they are saying about us?” The lies and calumnies going around bothered him. (The communists had published false accusations agains him on the front page of the newspaper.) We told him that some lawyers had come to his defense. That seemed to calm him.

Then he said: “Do you know anything about Father Fortunato?” He was the superior of the Capuchins in Sophia. We told him he had died a natural death. “No,” he answered, “They killed him.” He told us he had spoken to an agent who said to him: “Bossilkov, do you want to go and see what happened to Fortunato. You can see what you can happen to you.” ” No,” he told him, “I’ve heard enough already.” My uncle, being in the next cell, had heard him crying out in pain. He asked us not to go back to Russe, but to stay in Sophia. He blessed us, asking that we pray for him.

On Friday, October 3rd, the last day of the mock trial, the sessions began at 3 PM. At 6 PM the sentencing was to take place, but it was delayed till 9 PM. Four of them were condemned to death.

Were you able to see your uncle afterwards? I saw him only from a distance. But on Tuesday, October 6th, the two of us went to the prison. They made us wait. There were a lot of people there. Those condemned to death were saying goodbye to their relatives. About noon, they called out: “Are there any relatives of Eugene Bossilkov?”Then my uncle appeared. When we went to him, we told him we were trying to get a pardon. “No,” he told us, “I know that the Lord had given me his grace. I am willing to die.” We started to cry, but he told us. “Don’t cry; the Virgin won’t abandon us. We have help from heaven. I have not denied the Church, or the Holy Father or Father Francisco Galloni, as they have said. Send my greetings to my brothers, and all my friends, and people I know, also those in Belgium and Holland. Please stay in Sofia. Tomorrow bring me two blankets, because I have to sleep on the cement floor, and some money. They let us have dry fruit and nuts. Do what you can over the weeks I’m here in the central prison in Sofia.”

The next day we brought him everything he asked, and we kept on till November 18th. We brought him things in a little basket, which they returned to us empty, with a receipt. On November 18th the basket was given back to us full. Then we knew something awful had happened.

We ran to the central prison. They would only leat me in, since I was a relative. I was questioned by three people. “What do you want?” “I came to get some news about my uncle, the Catholic bishop of Russe, who was condemned about a month ago. I sent him some things…November 18th the basket was returned to me full. What’s happened?” They answered, ” All right, we’ll tell you.” They took a pencil and wrote on a piece of paper: “Eugene Alois Dobrev Bossilkov, shot on November 11th, 1952.” I cried, “But that’s not my uncle! Dobrev isn’t his name.” The policeman answered me: “You’re stupid. Here in prison we give people more names; we baptize them again.” “All right,” I said, “give me the paper for proof.” I told them my uncle had a signet ring, eyeglasses, a watch, a wallet. “We sent the ring to his address. Buscalo in Russe. Glasses? Don’t you know that somebody condemned needs them up to the end? And why do you want the other things, to sell them?” he said. Then he insulted me. “You’re stupid, ignorant…”

Tell me at least, where is he buried?” “There’s a place where criminals like your uncle are buried. It’s not marked. But if you want, to make you feel better, go to the main cemetery; there’s a section in the back that they call ‘the white crosses.’ Maybe you’ll find your uncle’s name on one of them. Would you like to have your uncle’s clothes?” “Yes,” I told him. He brought me to a big room and told me to wait. Until then I felt strong and brave, but when the agent brought me the bag that we used to bring him blankets, and I saw his cassock, and a bloody shirt, and other things, I started to cry and to sob. Then the policeman said to me: “Don’t cry, he was very good, very good.” I put the clothes in the bag, and he took me to the door, where Sister Cecilia was waiting. We went back home.

The next day we went to the cemetery, but we found nothing. Liars! We went to the office looking for a death certificate, but they turned us down. Because of that so many rumors started: that my uncle was living, that someone met him in a concentration camp, that he was exiled to Siberia. I knew very well that Stalin had ordered all those deaths in 1952. That’s what happened. Twenty three years later, Todor Zhivkov said that my uncle had died in prison, but he didn’t say that on the night of November 11th about 12:00 P.M. the four of them were shot. I remember my uncle saying: “The stains of our blood will guarantee a great future for the new church of Bulgaria.”

Almighty God,
who bestowed upon Blessed Eugene, your bishop,
the grace to strengthen his flock
in the faith and unity of the Church
even by the shedding of his blood,
grant us, we pray,
that just as he did not fear to die for you,
we, too, may live our lives firmly confessing you.
We ask this through our Lord Jesus Christ, your Son,
who lives and reigns with you
and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever.
Amen


'Cause evry likkle ting is gonna be awright":Bob Marley and St. Paul of the Cross



Bob Marley, an icon for our Island Nation, has this song, "Don't you worry, 'cause every little thing is gonna be alright".

I am, by nature, a worrier. And, when in comes to $$$ I worry. Our mission school has been a constant source of worry. While we are academically at the top...financially we are limping. I am worried about our Island Nation, because in the International Indices, it keeps sinking lower and lower: corruption, poor fiscal system etc... Which, eventually hits the normal citizen, and the poor who always end up bearing the brunt of bad policies. I worry about the Church, about the future of our Island nation. I think of so many people who suffer around the World, especially Priests and Sisters in distant lands, in prison, in "reform camps" and I worry about them.

It teaches me a few things. First, that my humanity is very well alive ! However, it also INVITES ME to celebrate the fact that our Good Lord, "who loved me and gave his life for me" (as we read in Galatians) cares about me. St. Peter says, "Cast all your cares on HIM for He cares for you".

Saint Paul of the Cross, my spiritual hero, reminds us that "everything is going to be alright". He speaks about being in the arms of the Crucified Jesus. In one of his letters he writes:

"Repose on the cross quiet in spirit, remain like a child in the arms of Jesus Crucified, of divine Mercy. Be attentive to use the time of prayer as best as you can, in interior acts of the virtues, and in recollection in God. Trust in the divine goodness with true abandonment, in poverty of spirit, ready to receive death or life as the Lord wishes since either whould be for his greater glory. Offer your life itself as a sacrifice to his divine Majesty, to his Father hood, and to his justice. This is his due and it is reparation for your mistakes and ingratitudes. Cast yourself into the arms of the Lord and those of the Mother of Sorrows. Go to her as Mother of Mercy. Then you will not be disturbed. Then you will have no need for worry. Don't think of anything else but entrust yourself and commit yourself totally to God. Place your hopes in the merits of Jesus Christ. I pray for you and I leave you in the wounds of the Crucified" Paul of the Cross.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Nature's beauty in Jamaica

The bougainvillia in November

Tropical beauty in front of our School

Mary, Queen of Martyrs and Her Son

Death and divne re-birth

I just finished my morning classes. My little grade 7ers were a handful this morning. I think we will have some rain because, apart from waking up with a stiff neck and back pain (well, not really pain, you know, but that uncomfortable feeling) which are usually associated with rain, the kids were just restless ! At the assembly, the Principal, my confrere, was giving "lessons in humanity" to the students: proper attire, respect of self, respect of property etc. At any rate, I am back at my desk and have to work on a MOU [Memorandum of Understanding] that will govern the relationship between our School and the Ministry of Education for the new programme we are going to launch in Janauary.

Before doing that, I thought of my previous posting. I could not help but think of Father Gordon MacRae. I feel that somehow, the Blessed Mother must surely be close to him. Mary became our Mother at the foot of the Cross. There, she, so to speak, "gave birth to us" in the Pain of the Passion. Not from any merit of her own, of course, but by the Infinite merits of Jesus who was dying and giving her to us.

I like to think that this is also what is happening with Father Gordon. Charlene, posted a comment on my blog. She wrote:

"Father, I cannot tell you how grateful I am for your messages to and about Fr. Gordon MacRae. He is indeed "engendering the rebirth of many souls to Christ." Despite the many dehumanizing actions at his prison against inmates, he personifies the grace of God. He is Christ to those hundreds of inmates. They gravitate to him as people gravitated to our Lord. I firmly believe this incarceration is his stigmata and suffering for our Lord. May he be richly rewarded in heaven.
God bless you, Father."

The Mystery of the Passion is and always remains a Mystery. We can approach it different ways. Some, like Padre Pio had visible stigmata. Others are in the category Charlene spoke about. Yet, all of us, should NEVER forget, that the meditation on the Passion of the Lord makes us understand something of death and divine re-birth. And, when we are too weak and frail, we remember the Mother, there, beside Him, beside us.

Saint Paul of the Cross wrote in his Rule in 1775: They should honour with due devotion the Blessed Mary, Mother of God, ever Virgin, have her for chief patroness, constantly commemorate the most bitter sorrows which she suffered in the Passion and Death of her Son, and promote her veneration both by word and example.

Turn to Mary today, the Queen of Martyrs, and pray for all who suffer.

Mary and her Crucified Son


If you were to visit the Mission where I live, you would see this on the wall of the Priory. It is a painting of the Unity Cross, done by the father of one of our students. The man who painted this is a Rastafarian and knows very little of Christian imagery. If you click on the picture, I believe you will see it in a bigger format. Observe the details. Look at Mary. She is there with her Crucified Son. Amidst the roaring crowd, the thunderous calls for His Blood, she is there. The latin song says, "Stabat Mater, dolorosa", echoing the words of St. John in Chapter 19. The Innocent Man-God is crucified not for anything He did, but for what WE did.

Isn't that enough to bring home the message of God's love for us ? And, if our hearts are still not touched, the Innocent Mother is there, with her Son, carefully receiving in a symbolic chalice her Son's Precious Blood.

When Mel Gibson's movie, "The Passion of the Christ"came out here in Jamaica, we went to see the movie with some parishioners on Good Friday. As we were coming home, it was total silence in the bus, until one lady blurted out in the local lingo, "Patois" [referring to the meeting of Mary and Jesus on the way to Calvary], "Aan even if unoh woudda haff a heart of stone, unoh woud a bawl di same way" Which translated means, "And, even if your heart would be made of stone, (on seeing the scene) you would not be able to do anything else but burst out in sobs". And everyone agreed.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

When you feel unjustly accused ! The Passion of Father Gordon MacRae



Christ was the Innocent. I use it as a noun. Yet, every imaginable thing was laid upon him. And, as the Apostle writes, "He became obedient unto death, and death on the Cross". St. Paul of the Cross was particularly fond of this passage. Indeed, to this day in all groups of the Passionist Family, when we begin the Liturgy of the Hours, we, pray the passage which is the continuation of what I quoted earlier: "At the Name of Jesus, every knee shall bend, in Heaven, on the Earth and under the Earth, and every tongue proclaim to the Glory of God the Father, Jesus Christ is Lord."

Yesterday, while I was absolutely consumed with work at the Chancery and the school, I felt sad inside. Indeed, I was feeling more acutely pain for some article written about me. I guess I am not dead to myself yet. It was not so much the fact of what was written, but rather the fact that I truly believed that loved ones who know me would understand and somehow intervene. They didn't. Despite protestations of "love", I know that their minds were affected by what was written about me.

In a brief window of time, I typed in google, "For those Falsely accused" - hoping to find some prayer for this circumstance - and I came across the site of Father Gordon McRae. Then I just read and read. I could not stop as I read the Passion of this man.

Father Gordon is 55 years old. He was unjustly sent to prison in New Hampshire 14 years ago for a crime he did not commit. If you google his name, you will see what he has gone through. In short, he is not only an "inmate", a prisoner but also a prisoner of the U.S. Justice system and the lame actions of some Churchmen. You might remember the famous "Rosenberg Trial" from History during the cold war? They were condemned. Well, something like that could be said of Father Gordon. Condemned to 6 decades of incarceration.

Father Gordon has a Blog. Click here. I will put it as another of my favourite sites. Please join with me and pray for Father Gordon. He is living the Passion of Christ. For some reason I know that his sufferings are engendering the rebirth of many souls to Christ. This man has a "passionist" heart. I for one have decided to be his prayer companion. Every day. May St. Paul of the Cross be with him along this Journey.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Companions of Saint Paul of the Cross



Msm Jamaica

From Our Rule

I. THE CHARACTER AND LIFE OF THE MISSION SOCIETY

1. §1 Priests and Brothers of this Passionist-inspired Society of Apostolic Life dedicated to missionary work ad vitam, as a part of the Passionist Family, “strive to be imbued with the spirit of Saint Paul of the Cross” and tend “to a more perfect apostolic life”2, so that from the assiduous contemplation of the Memoria Passionis which unites study of Sacred Scriptures with prayer and voluntary simplicity, they attain a firm faith and an apostolic spirit which is concerned with the salvation “of every creature”b “to the ends of the earth”c. They live a common life proper to Societies of Apostolic Life with the necessary flexibility for the exercise of their apostolic aim.

§2 In the practice of the apostolate we have, after the Apostles themselves, the magnificent example of our Holy Father Paul of the Cross, “a most holy priest of God” who reminded his sons that “the Passion of Jesus is the greatest and most wonderful work of God’s love” as well as being “the most efficacious remedy for the evils of the world”. St. Paul of the Cross used all his powers and a most fervent zeal to gain as many souls as possible for Christ; and in his heart there was an astounding and almost incredible eagerness for the salvation of souls.

2. Mindful of our sublime vocation, we “should labor at preaching and teaching the “Memoria Passionis”, “believing what [we] have read and meditated upon in the Law of the Lord, teaching what [we] believe, and practicing what [we] teach”.3 In this way we are true educators of the people in faith and preachers of the Gospel in the world.

3. Since, by reason of the pastoral office and apostolic life to which we are called, we should develop those human virtues which make our ministry credible to the people, such as goodness, sincerity, mental strength and constancy, assiduous concern for justice, civility, generosity, and every other virtue. If we do this, the last testament of the Founder of the Passionist Congregation can be applied to our members.

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